tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56389840807370254922024-03-05T16:10:42.030-08:00RoskylineUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5638984080737025492.post-34723972679110958322017-11-06T11:53:00.000-08:002019-05-27T06:24:21.081-07:00Gold Demon by George N Sinclair<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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When I received the pdf file of the first 6 chapters of “Gold demon” sent by George Sinclair I suspected that it was another boring book that doesn’t give some new perspective of old things, but I was amazed that I couldn’t put it down and sadly 6 chapters flew in less than 30 minutes so I am anxious to read the ending.<br />
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Its an intriguing novel that concentrates the plot around a young woman and a mysterious man who’s only plan is to put the whole world in a gold crisis. But as we follow the beautiful lawyer Esta we understand that things are not always what they seem to be and she’s more than meets the eyes. We walk with her into the past, traveling back in time in Ancient Summer 3902 BC, while she follows the trail of Soitan soon after she realizes that the gold market is behaving strangely.<br />
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Soitan, the man who wants to find the lost secrets of the alchemy and use them to consolidate his power in the new world. As George Sinclair writes on his blog: “Soitan, a ruthless and sadistic tycoon has hoarded huge amounts of gold, and intends to destroy the world’s economy once he discovers the secret of gold transmutation, but he must first discover the secret process. Suddenly, as sinister forces shadow his every move his focus turns to ancient King-making rituals.”<br />
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I liked the first chapters and I am curious about how he’ll take the action forward. We have mystery, murder, time travel, the action is spiced very well, but I want to know them better: at the end of the sixth chapter I feel that I don’t know Esta nor Soitan. But what I can tell for sure is that more good things will come out of this book that I recommend reading. <br />
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ps: you can follow George on twitter at: http://twitter.com/#!/GeorgeNSinclairUnknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5638984080737025492.post-15214698474428246192017-11-06T10:16:00.000-08:002019-05-27T06:24:46.293-07:00The Feminist Expository Narrative<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Let’s talk about a literary genre…feminist expository writing.<br />
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First of all, I recommend that you read this<br />
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I think this article illustrates a great point about women.<br />
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First of all you need to understand that none of things in that article are true…total fiction, all made up, probably doesn’t even loosely resemble real events. Now knowing that you need to know something else-that doesn’t matter. Truth as men understand it does not matter to women. You can say, “no no what REALLY happened?” again and again till you are blue in the face, that doesn’t matter to a woman. It will not compute. She physically cant understand what you mean. The fantasy story and the feelings it conjures are actually more real to women than events that actually took place.<br />
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The feminist expository narrative has a lot of universal tropes. Typically they are victim narratives (either rape, sexual assault, racism, sexism, homophobia, whatever). The universal sisterhood of victimhood has visceral appeal to women. If you look at my blog I did an entry a while back on fear being the default female emotion…that is true. Women have known they are weaker than men and that they are at their mercy since the dawn of time. Generation upon generation of that feeling has compounded to the point that women pretty much feel threatened by all men at all times. They are good at hiding it of course but believe me it is there. A lot of “game” is based around building enough attraction to make that feeling of threat sexy. Threat + no attraction = creepy, threat + attraction = sexy. Of course there are men these days that are genuinely non threatening but that is an aberration of history. Either way the important thing to understand that bonding through shared fear is a universal experience for women.<br />
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Also there is usually a literary conceit or recurring motif (in this case the moon). These stories are word pictures about a snapshot of time (that never happened). Women will tend to say that their mind noticed and focused on an ordinary object during a stressful moment. This is part of the empathic focus, “put your mind where my mind is and see what I see”. The whole point of the writing style is to confer feelings and not facts. This is how women communicate.<br />
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Try to ignore the outrageous comical bits (praying to white Jesus to restore her virginity) and look at the deeper facts. That story is a mirror to the mind of women everywhere.<br />
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But of course the comical bits also make a good point. First of all they make a sociological point…the insane things that people can say with a straight face now point to modern standards. Secondly extreme exaggeration or outright lies are not just a characteristic of this story, they are characteristic of the genre. In a way these are polemics. The crazier the claims the more stark the emotive picture and thus the more engaging the story. I cant say this enough…women do not evaluate stories for truth, they evaluate them for “authenticity” if you understand my meaning. Rather than asking “Did this happen?” they ask “Does this speak to me?”. It is cor ad cor loquitor, heart speaking to heart. Women think with their emotions (if you can call it thinking). It is all very visceral and primitive. Sometimes it is more instructive to think of women as wild animals rather than people. If you accept that premise they become more predictable believe it or not.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5638984080737025492.post-40691327686116308942017-11-06T10:14:00.000-08:002019-05-27T06:24:37.293-07:00The market will not decide<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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For our lords and masters “culture goals” actually supersede economic gain, meaning they are willing to lose money to promote the kind of culture they want rather than make money on something there is actually a market for. Case in point: this article on the future of “American Idol”<br />
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So TLDR version: Idol’s ratings are up but that is actually a problem. It has too many cute white boys singing rock and country which by definition makes it “old” and uninteresting (at least to people in New York and LA who project their sensibilities on the rest of the country).<br />
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They would rather have idol be more “modern” (which means more minorities and electro-pop) and lose viewers.<br />
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The article has all sorts of unfortunate implications such as “whites are old, blacks are new so we should go with the wave of the future” and so on. The problem is the audience of Idol still has a degree of control over what they watch through voting. This audience (largely southern white female, the back bone of all “clean” reality tv) is able to select for what they want to see. Northern white female is the backbone of all “dirty” reality tv such as real housewives, bridezillas, the Kardashians, and so on but that is something for another day.<br />
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We cant give the people what they want because they will choose the wrong things you see. Even if ratings go down we need to keep pushing our cultural agenda. All “family friendly” mainstream tv is in the crosshairs of the media establishment right now for this very reason. This is naked social engineering. Why do you suppose so many movies that the backers know will lose money still get made? It is because profits are not the main objective here.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5638984080737025492.post-46289001226834602492017-11-06T10:12:00.000-08:002019-05-27T06:24:30.022-07:00Monogamy is impossible without coercion<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Whenever I hear somebody complaining about women I often hear another man say, “well you just haven’t met the right one yet”.<br />
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This talk of “the wrong kind of woman” misses the point. All women are the wrong kind of women. All women have betrayal in their hearts inherently. Evolutionary pressure has selected for women who quickly and easily fall in line with the new males who massacred the old males. The loyal women had their heads dashed on rocks and didn’t reproduce.<br />
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But that isn’t the main issue. The main problem is sexual liberation. Either sex has an inherent desire to try to get the best sexual deal possible. Women are more prone to it because of their traitor hearts but either sex will trade up in sexual partners given the opportunity. Sexual liberation is literal liberation…freeing people from all forms of sexual coercion. You see people have to be forced to be monogamous…that goes for men and women. I mean they have to be literally forced. Those who defy monogamous sexual standards have to be punished in order to enforce monogamy. Monogamy is no longer enforced and that means monogamy disappears. Humanity shifts into the soft polygamy of nature. This has to happen. Married couples will not be able to stay together without at least the fear of social pressure and shaming. The opportunity of free sex tears marriage apart.<br />
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Lastly is the problem of feminism. Most people think of feminism is some crazy lesbians railing against men in college…that isn’t the heart of what feminism is. Feminism is basically a female union. It is no different from United Auto Workers really. The goal of feminism is threefold<br />
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1. Control male sexuality<br />
2. Protect female sexuality from its natural consequences<br />
3. Redistribute wealth from male producers to female consumers (and their children)<br />
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Feminism has been spectacularly successful at all of those objectives. Why do you think feminists are against prostitution and pornography? They’re scabs! It gives men access to sexual stimulation without going through channels that put wealth in the purses of “respectable women”. The whole rape issue is the same way…all about control. Males and females have inherently different breeding strategies. One breeding strategy has to fail for the other to succeed. Women don’t have fire and forget reproduction. They don’t just need sperm. They need male resources. So they get a redistributionist state to tax males and pay females. There is a very good reason welfare programs target single women and children only. The same goes for child support, alimony, and female favored divorce settlements. It is a union…it is about taking as much as possible. All women are members because all women benefit. Talk to any woman. Even the ones who say they “aren’t feminist” still support redistribution of wealth from males to females either through the welfare state or the courts.<br />
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So it is impossible to keep marriages together today because literally everything goes against it. If you want monogamous social norms you have to insure that divorced women are much worse off financially than married women and that sex outside of marriage and divorce itself are subject to extreme shame if not outright legal punishment.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5638984080737025492.post-42646277037095126192017-11-05T10:16:00.000-08:002017-11-21T10:19:03.365-08:00Discover the Confidential Massage saloon in Bucharest<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Unfortunately, most people associate erotic massage with a negative, immoral activity, but in reality the situation is not at all, because the whole process is based on trust, communication and pleasure. However, in order to achieve the ultimate goal, the total relaxation of the beneficiaries, first of all, requires a quality salon because they do not all offer services that meet the expectations. Instead, those who are going to Confidential.ro certainly will not regret their choice and will have an unforgettable experience.<br /><br />Benefits to health<br /><br />Moreover, erotic massage also helps to overcome problems that many people are not even aware of, but in the end they will notice that they feel much better. So, first of all, men who suffer from premature ejaculation will enjoy the problem, but they will also benefit from regulating the bloodstream in the body or relaxing the muscles. Moreover, erotic massage promotes fertility in both sexes, treats anxiety and various psychological problems, while helping to improve social relationships. Last but not least, the whole body detoxifies, but the activity is also ideal for the health of the heart and other organs. Moreover, couples will come to understand better after an erotic massage, because they will know more like before, and those who suffer from stress, that is, a very common problem today, will find that it does not it is just as damaging.<br /><br />A great activity<br /><br />Erotic massage should not be viewed with negativity but can be seen as a common therapy because the experience of masseuses will always make the difference, and the customers of <a href="https://www.confidential.ro/en/" target="_blank">Confidential Bucharest</a> will have quality services and all the tastes. That's why he invested heavily in the salon, which is remarked by the attention to detail, where it seems that every thing is well put in its place. Equally important is the selection of masseuses, because all activity is based on their experience, but they need to have as much knowledge and to be able to meld on the preferences of the clients.<br /><br />Instead, this type of massage at the Confidential Salon is the best way a person can spend their free time to get rid of stress and all the problems in their everyday lives.<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5638984080737025492.post-41696047944609602016-10-07T11:52:00.000-07:002017-11-21T12:03:25.770-08:00Burn.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Pain. Burn. Skin burning. Pain is white. No. Pain is red. Everything is red. I hear a scream. I scream. My skin is burning over my chest. I’m on flames. The evil comes to collect my soul. Another scream. Everything shatters. Reality is held over by another reality; pain’s reality. I can’t breathe. The flames keep me pinned on the ground. The ground is cold… my cell. I want to scream but I can’t. I want to breathe, but I can’t.<br />
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Bang. A solid door opens. Two steps. Another scream. Seconds passing by feel minutes. Something hot drops on the floor. One, two, three…other steps closing in. Someone yells my name. I can’t see. I can’t speak. I can’t breathe.<br />
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Something grabs me. I’m not on the ground anymore. I’m floating. Water? No. I’m still burning. Another bang. I’m not floating anymore. I can breathe. Still burning. Something hotter drops on my arm. I know it’s my arm. Something cold suddenly runs though my arm fighting the flames. Scissors. Something is being cut. No, not my hair! Metallic sound. A pinch. Now my arm is on fire. It’s burning! No! what are you doing to me? Burning… burning… why are they burning me?<br />
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‘Good morning!’<br />
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‘Again? it happened again?’<br />
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‘Yes.’Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5638984080737025492.post-57507387956139887812016-06-14T11:59:00.000-07:002017-11-21T12:01:50.618-08:00Writing, Writing, Writing<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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The hardest thing about writing is knowing what you’re writing. To tell a story, you have to set up your characters, introduce the dramatic premise and the dramatic situation, create obstacles for your characters to confront and overcome, then resolve the story and all this must feel real to the writer, even if the story happens on the moon or in Singapore. And all these are difficult tasks that can block your mind and you’re simply incapable of writing further because you are scared that you’ll do wrong and no one will publish your book. Our mind thinks so much at that publisher that will make us forget the basics: we’re writing This Story because we Love it!<br />
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There are no secret potions to banish this demon. What we have to do when we are alone in our room, with a blank page in front of us and rambled idea in our heads is to forget everything and be just a writer with his words. Everything must disappear: publishers, shopping list, clothes that must be washed, wife/husband, etc. and you’ll be the writer. Is not simple at all, but the people we love must understand that we need some time just for ourselves and write in intimacy, and most of all, we must understand it.<br />
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And once we are the writer and all we can start create and you can do everything here. Is you world. Use post cards, notes, outlines, character’s sheet, index cards, or whatever you feel like it helps, you can walk, talk to yourself, talk to your character, because in this room for one hour or ten, you are the crazy writer king of your world. Feel your book, feel what you are and you’ll succeed. There will be difficult moments after you finish the book, but now it’s now and you must be the writer with your book done.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5638984080737025492.post-38999152344084505712016-06-07T10:10:00.000-07:002017-11-21T10:11:11.470-08:00Alpha Man and beta boy<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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A casual reading of any game topic in the manosphere will reveal that a principal foundation of sexual attraction is the alpha/beta dichotomy. I have had had dealings with men who actually understand the biology of pack animal social dynamics and they have indicated to me that game practitioners use alpha and beta in a somewhat haphazard way. As a man who desires scientific rigor in the study of human sociosexual dynamics I find any imprecise use of terminology problematic. I’m not going to deal with alpha and beta as they exist in nature but the true meaning these words designate when used in a game context.<br /><br />In game alpha and beta exist as a shorthand way to express positive and negative attributes of behavior. Alpha behavior indicates high status which is the primary sexual attractor to women while beta behavior indicates low status which is sexually repulsive to women. This is easy enough to understand. Problems arise when men project too much on what it means to be “alpha”. The term is loaded with a metric ton of baggage which can be crippling to men’s understanding of what really attracts women. Yes strutting around like a “cartoon alpha” silverback gorilla can get you laid with the lower sort of woman but it can also shut you off from access to the more discerning type.<br /><br />All women (and the discerning type especially) maintain mechanisms for screening out low status men so they can focus their energy on high status men. These are commonly called “shit tests” though I prefer to call them manhood tests and I will get to why in a moment. The underlying principle of the shit test is to throw some sort of roadblock for betas to stumble over which an alpha would easily vault. This is why we call them shit tests. A woman gives you shit; what do you do about it? But you must remember that these tests are a trick. This is why I like to call them manhood tests. Think about it like prison. Suppose you are a con and another con asks you to get him something. Do you do it? If you do what he says you mark yourself as a bitch and you lay the groundwork for getting your manhood taken from you for real. This is why prison is such a great example. The test is for a sign of weakness. A weak man does what he is told. Even our language admits this. If you are getting pushed around it is common to say you have been “bent over”. Make no mistake sex is all about power.<br /><br />If the prison example doesn’t make sense to you then try this one on for size<br /><br />I’ll give an embarrassing anecdote from my stupid youth. When my husband and I were around the one month mark, we got in a stupid fight in our apartment. I cried, yelled, stormed out, and slammed the door. Hard.<br /><br />And I waited for him to do what every single other person had ever done when I threw a fit like that. Come running after me- look for me- call me to see if I was all right…<br /><br />so I waited.<br /><br />And waited.<br /><br />And waited.<br /><br />Finally after two hours. i got tired of walking around the park in a huff and went back home. He was on the computer.<br /><br />I told him, “Um, didn’t you see me crying! You’re supposed to run after me! The guy is supposed to do that!!”<br /><br />He said, “That is stupid. I am not running after you. Look what you did to the door. If the landlord notices, you are paying for it. Don’t be reckless again.”<br /><br />“Um. Ok.”<br /><br />Here is that same woman explaining her behavior<br /><br />The shit test basically asks. Can you stand up to me? If the man fails, he is communicating to the woman that since he cannot even stand up to her, it is probably the case he will not be up to the task of protecting her and her children. This is probably why some women have such a visceral reaction to very beta men. They are communicating- “Sorry, cannot protect you or your children. I am WEAK.”<br />Our instincts would be to not mate with those men and avoid them at all costs.<br /><br />I could not explain it better. Women are testing your manhood.<br /><br />The key I find is not to think of alpha in terms of physical dominance but social dominance. All women know they are inferior to men subconsciously. They may not admit this in their words but they do in their actions. Alpha behavior (or MAN behavior) demonstrates you are high status by refusing to bite on the beta bait she tosses before you. It is not about being some kind of swaggering shit talking coke dealer. It is about not getting ruffled by inferiors. Think about it as if you were in high school. If you were the captain of the football team would it really get under your skin if some nerd called you a pussy? No you would laugh it off…maybe even find it endearing. The only problem is male/female social dynamics are not as physically obvious as the nerd and the football player. So women have to find out if you are a jock or a nerd on the inside because choosing the weak nerd beta boy could get her and her children killed in a state of nature. The biological imperatives of hunter gatherer days still apply. A man who lets a woman get under his skin and control his behavior is worthless to the survival of her and her children. How could a woman have anything but contempt for a man she can control?<br /><br />Alpha/beta is really man/boy. A man handles his own shit (and certainly any shit a woman throws at him). A boy takes shit from anyone. The test of manhood is the test of self mastery. Is somebody else the master or are you the master? Inquiring women want to know. This is why you shouldn’t feel bitter towards women who give “manhood” tests. Shouldn’t she want a man? Shouldn’t you be a man? 90% of passing “shit” tests (and by extension game itself) is just being a man. Be a man. Be better. Be excellent. Do all this and the women will be an afterthought.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com